Um, I don't think anything you've written here is silly at all... losing a pet is incredibly painful, so I think trying to clear my mind is what I'd try to do in this situation, too. And from your description, it really does sound like he had a happy life.
I'm not sure what else to say - reading this makes me tear up. ;__; I'm so sorry for your loss!
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Date: 2011-09-07 09:16 am (UTC)I'm not sure what else to say - reading this makes me tear up. ;__; I'm so sorry for your loss!